Once Saitaoha asked me whether I liked being a mum. I told her that I only like being their mum.
They had a spectacular time this holiday. We spent endless hours in the pool and on the beach. It was nice spending time with my girls and also a good move to not bring any tablets with us this trip.
But I couldn’t help but feel that I was wrecked with worries throughout the holiday. I guess this happens even when we’re home in Perth, but it was magnified being in foreign surroundings e.g. when the kids had stomach pains during the drive down Genting to the airport.
They really had lots of fun in the sea, but I couldn’t relax because I was constantly watching them in case the waves got too big or rough. They are little fish nowadays but there are so many dangers lurking in the waters.
Saitaoha also asks me whether I love her. The answer is always yes, with this love, comes a lifetime of worries.
daitaoha 