Finally it’s the last day of work before the Singapore holiday. It is maybe also my last presentation on my specialty topic before I move on to a completely different role in tbt new year. I’m looking forward to moving away from being branded the SME and learning more about different parts of the sector. I’ve disliked being boxed into this corner which has followed me wherever I go and every stage of my career. I think my skill set is adaptable to many subject matters and I crave to learn more and know more. After all that’s why I moved sectors right ?
What I underestimated was the guilt and sadness I would feel breaking news to the team. I feel like I’ve let them down because of my own selfish wants. I hope they look back at our past year and our time together as a stepping stone and a foundation for what I believe for them will be flourishing careers in this sector.
I’ve been thinking of returning to my original sector, because I miss the principles of working for the community. It is what keeps me going day after day, working for a greater cause. But now is not the time and I wonder how long it will take for the sector to be rebuilt. Maybe in a few years. Who knows what I will be doing then.
Fingers crossed that this last day will end smoothly.
daitaoha 