My sweet little girl and all her sports carnival badges, her team did really well and they won all their team events. I’m glad that I could stay and watch all her events, also that my sister was there too and my brother and sister in law also visited. It is a memory that will be etched in our hearts forever.
For the past few weeks everytime I attend a school event or walk the girls to school, I always feel bittersweet because I know I won’t be able to do it so frequently in the future once I am back at work, but I also know I should stop worrying and should make the most of it right now. I really should stop worrying about the future and focus on the now😌.
They flew out last night and are having a trying time with cancelled flights and all. It’s such a pain travelling from both ends of the world and doesn’t help that Perth is the most isolated city in the world. Again I was thinking about when would be the next time we meet again, rather than focusing on being in the moment and enjoying our last day together. But I think we still had a nice last day, my favourite being having dimsum and walking around Northbridge, just the adults without the kids, still talking about the kids when they’re not around. It was a moment when us four siblings were together, another memory that we will talk about the next time we gather again.
My girls loved having their jiu jiu and jiu mu around, they will miss them terribly, but they won’t know that their mummy will be missing them more. Three weeks was too short, an eternity is too short when it comes to my family.
I have three more weeks till the first day at work. Many things on my to do list that I have put off to spend time with my brother. I’m hopeful that I’ll be able to tick off the most important household and admin tasks, but I also hope the be able to squeeze in some ‘luxurious’ items (things for myself that always seem like a luxury) like swimming, watching a movie (just one!) and catching up with my best friend and sister at Freo.
I’m also looking forward to going on a diet, I have been feeling so bloated and uncomfortable from our over eating, I actually want to feel empty and cleansed for a change !
What I really want is to move on from my past workplace and cleanse my mind off my past job 😆, I think this is an impossible task but I all I can do is to try my best to prepare myself physically and mentally for my next stage in my work life. Whatever happens I will be happy knowing that I’ve given my best and deep down I am ok knowing that I have a supportive husband and family behind me.
Ok enough blabbing it’s time to get ready for swimming and the weekend woo hoo!
daitaoha 