It feels like the past couple of weeks have been a whirlwind of medical appointments, events and manic work. I don’t think I have a good hold of things and feel exhausted every night.
Mostly it’s the sense of not doing anything properly and not juggling work and life in a well. Life feels uncertain, haphazard and all over the place. Last night I read the Miss Scatterbrain book to the kids and thought ‘that’s me’. Miss Scatterbrain went to the bank and asked for sausages, I feel like I’m going to do something like that soon, turn up for appointments at the wrong time, miss meetings or stuff up something for the kids and family.
Sigh when will I start feeling like my life is in order? Feels like never at the moment.
daitaoha 