幸福

R asked me how I felt about having both kids sleeping in the same room as me. Maybe he thought I was regretting the move or was very tired. I think I surprised him by telling him that ever since they’ve recovered, I’ve enjoyed having both my girls with me. ‘I feel 幸福，可是 I think you’re missing out’. It’s true that for the past few nights, I’ve felt incredibly blessed to have my lovely girls with me, I love watching their sleeping faces. I love it when they wake up with smiles on their faces and Saitaoha says ‘mummy! Mei mei! the sun is up!’ I feel like we’re part of an inner circle, a core unit that no one can penetrate, including their papa. I feel like I can withstand anything and anyone because I have them. Does that make sense? The relationship between a mother and her daughters, only a fellow mum and daughter will understand.

Back to her gleeful broccoli chomping habits. It’s funny how both girls like broccoli so much, lucky it’s a very good vegetable.

This one was happily trying on her papa’s cap.

I went over to my parents’ house tonight to retrieve more of my frozen ebm packs. Can I say I’m so glad that efforts in storing and expressing bm over the past year haven’t gone to waste? My supply was so much better this time, but I think it’s because I had more knowledge and better equipment haha.

Anyway, I always feel sad when I go over the my parents’ place when they’re not there. The house always feel so empty and I miss my parents. It’s quite silly because they will be back in a couple of weeks. But my parents bring so much warmth and love to the house, I love being there when they’re there. I’m always finding excuses to pop over or linger longer. My kids love their Gung Gung Mah Mah’s house and so do I.