Archive for November 21st, 2018

Are these my darkest days or is there more to come?

Every night I lie awake in despair, the excruciating ache causing me to gasp in pain and rendering me sleepless most nights. Ironically, the most beautiful sight lies right next to me, my sleeping angel. I love her so much. At the moment I am the worst mother to my children. Last night Saitaoha jumped on to me from the couch . She didn’t mean to hurt me, she was just having fun. I let out a yell like a banshee, it scared her so much she scuttled off me and ran into the kitchen. A few seconds later she ran back to me and tried to make nonchalant conversation. I couldn’t even answer her, I was fighting back tears from the pain and the tears were winning.

Why would the gods give me such beautiful children only to let the pain rob me of being a good mother?

I am not the best person but I’ve really tried to be a good person. 真的,为什么?

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